英语翻译Sometimes it feels no one can understand.Even I don't kn

英语翻译
Sometimes it feels no one can understand.Even I don't know why I do the things I do.Why I can't help to feel sad in my heart from time to time.When the season changes,when the time goes by,when the leaves fall down and when a eve* **mily smell comes to me,then this feeling becomes growing stronger and stronger,without any kind of reason.It seems unbelievable but with no doubt.I am a delicate girl in bone,maybe it is the only springhead.
Always I wonder what's my perpose,wonder how to make me strong.Many days I spent,I still can't find my answer.But I am trying to built myself up,no longer to be the little girl that it seems everything can make me to lose control.Athough I still want to hide myself to avoid to face the trouble on my own bravely sometimes,I will tell myself that it is not the deeds that a good girl will do.Then I should try when I can't run away.
不好意思,是翻译成中文........