帮忙翻译下面一段英文,谢谢!You have been long to leave me.You promised yo

帮忙翻译下面一段英文,谢谢!
You have been long to leave me.
You promised you will come to see me in the weeken, as soon as you can. I really don’t want to cheat myself that you are always busy. But the truth is that , you didn’t come for almost a month.
I have dicided to forget you, and forget my rewardless love. I tried to stay far away from everywhere you have been to. And I thought I can do it with this faith.
But in fact, I miss you too much that I can’t get to sleep in the night. I was so blue that night, so I went to your bolg, and cried for a long time. I don’t know why I can’t not held to miss you. And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go and who is staying with you tonight.
I miss you now . where are you going.