英语翻译【We were not together】We've never been together,our room

英语翻译
【We were not together】
We've never been together,our room was separate.
but No one found it out.
this was a secret between us.
This house isn't quiet although we have everything.
You were with me a lifetime .
but we don't have a child.
I used to hurt you I agree,but you were not a salve.
Whenever you left I was asleep.
Whenever I came back you were not there.
Sometimes I want to scream.
sometimes I want to be bad.
Sometimes I want to cross this feeling.