英语翻译piglet：please allow me call you so as before.maybe it wi

英语翻译
piglet：
please allow me call you so as before.maybe it will be one of follies in my life that droped you a line.whereas,the emotion ,as the water in a glass,amasses then runs over.at one time,how many times put pen to paper,how many times put pen away.exceeded emotions became tiny cares,i whis divide up your sadnesses and worries,whis share your joy.
although hade short meet only ,your beautiful image brand on my heart.graceful long hair、sweet sound、bewitching temperament,unable forget.
chatting with you make me happy,all the trouble gone away.even my jokes、my optimism and my humor just open for you.
all about you are so well,yet i oppose myself.the shit tenet in head!Do you know how much that I want to stay with you,but you are having own love,i dont want that my love eating you.
Let my emotions go on running over.one day,the glass will become vast one,then the water ,inside,is so shallow that cannt smell!
write in english,just because my conflicting emotions.mail you without agreement ,pleas excuse my conduct