英语翻译I was not about to be mean to him,and yet again I state

英语翻译
I was not about to be mean to him,and yet again I state this is Muse we are talking about.I suppose no concert is worth him hurting,but I did not do anything wrong and if I said no now I would come off as well wrong.
With that notion in her mind,she was able to deny all accusations of an illicit relationship