求英语高手用英文表述以下文字意思,希望顺序不改

I'm twenty-five years old,I can only say,
I've only loved somebody once,
a love that made me understand that love can really let hearts communicate,
it can be so magical,fine,romantic,even crazy that it can be the enemy of the family,
I was wrong,I shouldn't have cheated on her,but the love wasn't wrong,no one can control our feelings on each other,
I've tried hard,she never gave up easily,too,
but then our love still didn't get a chance to continue.
So I love her,and I'm guilty.
Though we can't be together now,I can only wish her to be happy from my heart,try not to affect her.
When I'm all by myself,I'll keep chasing my dreams silently,
keep believing in my faith,blue sky,white clouds,wait for me.