I'm disappointed in love

I'm disappointed in love
Xiaoyan,I have not saw u for 58 days.in these days,i missed u every day.Do u know?i know u don't want to come back,but i expected u back day by day.Do u know i
my heart is broken,but u don't care my feeling anymore.
i know u have not already loved me,but i am impiussant to control my mind to miss u.i feel very heartbroken.
who can help me ths