英语翻译If I am no |onger de|iberateIy provocative one day,pleas

英语翻译
If I am no |onger de|iberateIy provocative one day,please remember that that l this heart has been a death.
I finally understand,what l ruin the day,not is that my dignity and our love.
That and frantic and deeply liked your I.after changing character and liked my your hearts together change,because of ,that on longer was real l and was not a real love.