请帮忙翻译下面一段话（英译汉）Nobody knows how difficult it is for me to ma

请帮忙翻译下面一段话（英译汉）
Nobody knows how difficult it is for me to make the dicision...
I don't know several years later, whether there will be some people who remembered that some day, on the street, near that school, some girl cried her heart out...