英语翻译哪位哥哥姐姐知道不思量,自难忘英语怎么说吗?

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江城子
乙卯正月二十日夜记梦
十年生死两茫茫.
不思量,自难忘.
千里孤坟,无处话凄凉.
纵使相逢应不识,尘满面,鬓如霜.
夜来幽梦忽还乡.
小轩窗,正梳妆.
相顾无言,惟有泪千行.
料得年年肠断处,明月夜,短松冈.
Jiang Cheng Zi January 20th,1026,evening,noting a dream
Ten years has passed since you died,we are separated between heaven and earth.Recalling you alwalys makes me sad,but I cannot remove you from my head.Your grave is a thousand miles away,where can I express my loneliness?You should not be able to recognize me if we met,dust covers my face,and my hair has turned gray.
I had a dream of coming back to our old house.In front of a mirror,you were making up.We stared each other in the eye,but neither of us had a word to say,just let the tears stream down our faces.If you were alive,maybe you would stand on a hillock among pine trees in bright moon light year after year,heartbroken,expecting our reunion.

not think of myself
can not forget myself