英语翻译it's just like a word on the tip of my tongue,i really c

英语翻译
it's just like a word on the tip of my tongue,i really can not find a thing to describe my heart,Ben told me i can't take the time that God arranges for me,but at this moment i am truly a lonely guy who can only get some comfort from God,so please,my lord,release me and let the old me to die.