i am sitting here with one laughing and one crying eye.I am

i am sitting here with one laughing and one crying eye.I am really proud of you because of you responsibility about your job.And i am depressed because i miss you so much and hoped do get together wit you for?some days.I hope we san meet some time in the future (i can not wait to see you again).When do you think you can get some days off again?But now i have to scold a little.You met a new girlfiriend and did not take pictures for me?And Jia Jia borrowed a dog and you did not take pictures for me?I think you do not love me anymore.But after the last mail i am realy shure you love me really.Where do you allways get the greeting cards and poems from?I trie to find things like this for you but i can find nothing.If i can not see you for the next weeks or months maybe you can tell me your favorite places in Chang Chun so i can go there.